There was something else to say but I couldn't sort my frantic mind out enough to let you know what I was thinking. Instead, the words were tripping over themselves on my tongue and even if I could have made sense of them in time to say them before we said goodbye, I know they'd have meant nothing to you anyway. It was too late to change things we couldn't take back the day that had gone so horribly wrong and broken the pounding heart in my aching chest so instead I had to try and seal away all the leftover emotion I felt for you in a chaste kiss pressed to your cheek.
Then that was it, I was walking away, still looking over my
The Most [Unexpectedly] Beautiful Feeling by DylxiaBlackAbyss, literature
Literature
The Most [Unexpectedly] Beautiful Feeling
Do you want to know what the most beautiful thing in the world is?
It's when someone says "I love you" to you. Not in every circumstance, mind you, but when they've been trying so hard to convince themselves that they don't have feelings for you but then an "I love you" just slips out and it's the most amazing thing to hear because then you know.
You know that those feelings for you are still there and this person still loves you even though he hasn't said so for at least a couple of months now.
He didn't even mean to say it but he was saying goodbye to you after a long, meaningful conversation on the phone.
The world had just felt right
Sometimes I think that maybe, I'm still in love with you. That doesn't mean I love my boyfriend any less, it just means that when I think about you, I get a strong pang of pain in my chest, like my ribcage is collapsing around my heart and I remember that's what it felt like when I lost you. The pain isn't as intense as it used to be. It's not that crippling agony that had me silently screaming and crying into my pillow, clawing at and cutting into my chest to try and rip out my heart, rip out the pain. It still hurts though. It's still a hollow, deep ache that makes me crave contact with you. My ears long to hear the sound of your soothing v